Thursday, May 7, 2009

对不起

对不起,因为我你伤心,因为我你担心,是我的错我没有好好的当一个男朋友。
以前,我一直想,我要你天天快乐,但是我做不到,你不开心时,我想逗你开心哄你开心,但是不做不到。我知道我讲了对不起已经有无数次,但是到最后,你还是原谅了我。每一次你原谅我,我都跟自己说,好了这是最后一次,我不会再弄你伤心。

那天,你说得对我连哄你,逗你开心我也做不到。那一天晚上,我在想,你说得对,我连这一点点,那么简单的事,我也做不到。我还可以当一个好老公,好男友吗?

我不想和她分开,所以我想了很久,要怎样逗你开心,哄你开心。但是,我每一次都做不到,也徐,我真的没用,不会逗你和哄你开心。弄到你失眠,我真得很对不起。也许我真的没用。只会说对不起。

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Suprise..

Today my dear gave me a suprise.. Hmm.. First, we were supposed to go to Mid Valley, but short of time and we went to KLCC instead. We went to a CD shop and while i'm concentrating looking for my animation. Suddenly, Suprise!!! Oh my god, she bought a DVD Bleach for me.. So Darn happy.. thanks dear!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Happy Birthday To My Dear

30 of March. Today is my dear's birthday, well quite a busy day for me too, cause a lot of people help her celebrate her birthday. First team to help her celebrate was her roommates "winnie su ee and jessy" and guess what, im being ignored cause i keep the plan a secret.. sweat =.=

Second team who help her celebrate was SK and the gang, hmm quite a lot of people, meow~, ck, sk, meng jian, kah yan, kelvin, hang and mei yien. They help her celebrate at MCD located at Jaya Jusco. They bought a nice cake for her which is blueberry cake. We took pictures but i forget the pictures is with who.. If i remember i will post on my blog.

Third team who help her celebrate was her lame family. They celebrated her birthday at KFC which is in Jaya Jusco too. While they are eating, xiao hui and winnie said that they wanna go to toilet, and there they go. after 20 minutes, i felt a bit weird, why do they go to toilet so long, and suddenly i know that they are buying a cake for her, it's a suprise from them to her, i don't wanna ruin their suprise so i didnt tell her. All of a sudden, they bring the cake out and sing happy birthday, my dear doesnt know the cake's coming cause she's playing 1 game (something like bejewelled) and there she goes another suprise..

Fourth team is me hang and yien that help her celebrate. I took them to the Lookout view again and have our dinner there, after our dinner, we went to the lookout point to look at the scenery, suddenly hang and yien gave her the present that they bought for her, wow, a dolphin handwrist and a star legwrist. After their present, finally it my time to give her present, the first thing is that a bottle full of stars that i fold my own.. second present was a dolphin necklace. She stunt cause she likes it and i wear it for her. And the third and last present is a handwrist also and also a dolphin, she also likes it. well.. glad that she likes it. After that we sat down and we counted how many stars and i have folded. all together was 463 wow.. after that i send her back to hostel and called it a day.. Well.. at least she feels happy and excited ^^. Love ya always dear..

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Happy day or a Bad day?

today got a bad thing and a happy thing that happens on me. Hm.. shoould i say the bad thing or happy thing first? Bad thing first bah. Bad thing is the exam that im sitting is account! Which i don't even know how to do, surely, confim fail. After the exam, i asked a person that if she would go out to have a dinner with me, after i ask her, she gave me an answer, see if her sister is coming to look for her. That time, i felt a bit of depressed, cause coudnt go on with my plan, but all of a sudden she say she's going, and i was like "wow, she's going" happy..

dinner time i took her out to a place called "Nga Nga San" or lookout view in english to have dinner. Wow, nice "fung geng" At there we went to Gasoline to have our dinner, after our dinner, time to continue my plan.. First, me and hang went all the way down the stairs to get her a present and walk all the way up. Phew~ totally tired~ Then i gave her a Niu Niu. She looks very happy and likes it, glad that she luieks it. After a few minute, continue my plan, hang and mei yien leaves us alone and walked away to see the scenery at there, "which is very nice". We chat a lot at that time but i didnt have the courage enough to tell her that i like her. after 20 minutes, hang and yien beh tahan, they come back to the table, yien ask me secretly, did i tell her already? i told yien not yet.. well she look a bit "du lang" nvm.. and there they go again to eat Northwest wind again. All of a sudden, i dont know where my courage come from, suddenly i said i like you, i was like wow.. can't believe i said it.. After i told her, we both stunt there for a few second, and i told her that i hope that our relationship can move on another step, and guess what, she said yes! Wow i was like happy... and then she told me that actually she likes me also and i was like ..... When hang and yien come back, we both "pakat" to lie to them that she rejected me. and there we go, playing a fool again =P And when we stand up, we hold each other's hand and they both saw it and they had 2 emotions, 1 is happy and the another is angry cause we lie to them.. Then we went to the lookout view to see the scenery, then we all went home.

When i send her to hostel, Winnie Su Ee and Jessy congrats us for being the second couple in H13 haha.. thanks guys.. Sorry to hang and yien cause they eat northwest wind a lot. paiseh har... And now my heart is full of her.. Full of Natalie Yeong Hsin Nih.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Exam!!!

today im sitting for an exam which i think is easy BI!!! so bo need study haha. but sad thing is after chinese new year also need to exam.. sienz ah!! today ust jyjy orh!! although BI exam for me is quite easy but also need to gambateh!! all my frens that sitting for exam, gambateh too!!! here i wish u all good luk and good luk to myself too ^^

Saturday, December 27, 2008

sohai _I_

ytd 27-12-2008 i was so happy cause my bleach download finish. wa!! so happy!! but something cb happen, the indians make my mood become so hot ytd. SOHAI FKER INDIANS. ANTI INDIANS LIAO. mother fuker so like to blame people? u indians think u all can bully people here and there? ytd u was lucky because my fren pulled me away or not i already punch u and kick u. u dont let me see u again i tell u or not u will suffer and b rdy! if u dont have any children now or till the day i meet u, u will gg, i will make u no fathers day. B RDY FOR IT FUCKER

Friday, December 26, 2008

haiz...

today feel very sienz.. dont know y something's like different to me. haiz.. plan plan plan,plan so good then all cancel, wan plan wat? nex time, wan plan we all sit down and plan together. Today im quite sad also.. i keep on vomit and my stomach pain like hell, who curse me? haiz... today a lot of people make me feel down. first is my "kai je" at melaka she say i didnt helped her find the hotel. haiz.. y is my life so hard leh? this world do good wont be bless good? im sick of it i dont wanna do good liao!!